best man ever

Just a check in this week is hubby's week off and so far it's been awesome. Had our 4 month year anniversary yesterday.....4 years married...it's like it was yesterday I was getting off the bus and meeting this sweet sweet man and now it's been 6 years together...4 years legally married. I was reminded about how much I love him when he came up to me just after midnight on Thursday and said Happy Anniversary and gave me a kiss.

<3 him.

Runaround what?

So it's been about a month that I have been a stay at home mom. And as much as I love it...I don't love the uncertainty of whether or not I will be getting onto disability. And I am not sure if I am getting my two bedroom apartment. :( I feel like crying because I don't know the future. I know I should just relax and breathe...continue packing the house up and get ready to move...doesn't matter if the place we get isn't till January...but to be honest part of me thinks I should just move in August and then deal with it later. I know they are not going to paint or do the floors...but I can paint myself the colour I want it to be. I'm thinking a nice brown or green for the living room...and Willow's room is already painted (PINK) so I won't have to worry about that either.

But now I am getting the runaround. I am told that I may not get the apartment because for two months out of the forty two months I have been living here, I have been late on my rent. TWO MONTHS. And then I was just told today that the letter I gave in was not good enough for them. And therefore I have no notice. 'lfdkjd;lkfjdl;kfndsklvndklfhshshhh!!! So frustrated. I am about ready to throw in the towel and stay forever in this unit.