Today is not a good day. Not a good day at all. I am feeling pretty shitty and trying to keep it together for my family. I am wondering where the hell August went. It's now the 20th. Days go by and I feel like I am accomplishing nothing in the time I have throughout the day.
I know what I should do, what needs to be done and what I am not doing....as much of a riddle that is to most, it makes the most sense to me. I think I need to start a journal of daily things I do each day so that I know how I am using my time and whatnot.
I think I am just tired. And when I spend several days inside the apartment the walls start closing in and I feel like I am in the Twilight zone. Maybe I am just crazy but last year seemed to go by so much slower than this year. Or maybe I was just slowly getting to the point of diagnosing my illness and now it seems like everything is in fast forward mode. Or maybe cause I am not working right now so things just zoom by in the frame of time. I don`t really know.
My daughter will be two in two months. I cannot believe two years of her life have already zipped by. Before I know it, she will be off to driving school. I am still hoping to homeschool so we will see how that goes. If she doesn't do well she will be starting in french immersion because in this day and age there are more opportunities for bilingual people. So despite the fact that her father will object at first, he won't once I state my reasoning.
Ah, life is so busy and crazy! Especially when you are a parent and your child is over 18 months!
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