It has been four weeks since I have started my lose weight regime and I am happy to announce that I have lost 9 pounds in those four weeks. I can really attribute it to the past two and a half weeks mostly because I had the stomach flu and a ton of stress that has inadvertently curbed my appetite.
Which kinda sucks, because although I know I should eat my stomach heaves at the very thought of food. I don't understand why...food can be awesome. I mean in the past few weeks I have had to make tough decisions regarding school and work and whatnot. Money is a little tighter than expected and I am stressing about that. I also just went back on my medication after a month and a half hiatus. (Stupid idea of mine to go off them when I clearly need them.) So I think what my fear is that if I relax and eat, we will run out of food faster than the money coming in can get more. And I am reserving money especially so my daughter doesn't go without anything.
Do I know it's stupid...yes. But for some reason I can't shut it off and it probably won't be shut off until Mayish...when I find out when I go back to work.
But on the plus side...I lost 9 pounds!
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