Today is a day I could sit and cry. Nothing happened. Nothing is wrong. I just feel like crying. To be honest I have not felt like this in a long ass time. I have not felt the need to cry, I have not prompted tears to come due to being on emotion numbing antidepressants. I hated feeling so numb like I wasn't even there. My body was there and what seemed like a person was in the shell/body. But I have gone off the antidepressants since Monday. And I haven't had any bad withdrawals, probably because I am still on my mood stabilizers.
I also have my monthly friend this week. And it hasn't been as bad as I thought it would have been. But that may be why I have the need to cry and shed tears. I don't like the feeling but at least I feel a lot more normal now.
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